Its one of those sleepless nights again. Though hard at work and hardly had a rest today, It’s still very hard for the sandman to come my way and lull me to sleep. And so, in the middle of dark and humid night, as I am sitting on a log, in a middle of a lonely farm, staring at the stars, waiting for falling stars to come, suddenly, a thought came to me. I JUST GOT TO THINK OF SOMETHING. That’s what i thought. So I think again, while watching the stars. Then, came an airplane, which have passed my view. At first i thought it was an alien space craft, who came from buribor galaxy to abduct me. Then i realized, it was just a plane, plain and simple. And so i thought, its not the end of the world yet, at least not today.
As i was watching that damn plane-that-i-thought-was-an-alien-spaceship, i suddenly remember that tomorrow i will be leaving for bangkok! and i havent even packed! nor washed my clothes! i only have 2 boxers in my drawer, i think! so there, tomorrow, first thing in the morning, i’ll do my laundry, pack at noon, and head to the airport before the sunset. Thats my short term plan. And my short term goal? try not to be late at the airport to catch my plane.
Speaking of plans and goals, Gee, I guess, for now, all that i have are short term plans, and of course, short term goals. i used to dream big when I was younger. I wanted to be a scientist, therefore i got to have a master’s degree, and later on, a doctorate. i wanted to build a wildlife sanctuary, as big as makati city, in mindoro, to conserve its huge showcase of endangered wildlife. These are just two of my unrealized plans and goals. maybe what made me tired of my goals is that they are too damn big for me. So for now, im living my life one day at a time. Besides, my ultimate goal is to be HAPPY always. So i try to find happiness in little things, everyday things. And i wouldnt be happy if i’ll just be focusing on my long term goals and eventually ignoring things that matters to me most: MY OWN HAPPINESS, hehehe.
There. i thought this blog will never make sense. it still doesnt. i wonder why you read it to this very end. Anyways, be happy, and i’ll be happy for you too. i just cant sleep.
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